first crush ever

everyone has his childhood crush

I’m not talking about your celebrity crush or something like that

no, I’m talking about the first one you have seen and had a crush on

but I feel like my story there is something special about it

I remember myself going into this phase

I said to myself I will act smart I will know it’s not real and it’s just a phase

and we came to the moment and boy that was not a moment that was years

so I met her and after a while, I said to myself it’s more than a crush this is my

future wife, we have grown enough if we can keep this going and I couldn’t have been more wrong

to be fair it lasted a while it lasted 5 years, 5 years so on second maybe it was real

but nah we were too young to understand what goes into a relationship going into marriage

it’s not an easy thing to say it in the first person you see

but after 5 years I’ve had my first “break up“ sort of

everyone just moved to a different school and lost contact with each other

but guys what is weird we have gone through a lot in this “relationship“

developing phases and adapting phases and our ups and downs of dreams and aspirations

my advice for you enjoy this phase while you are in it but be careful don’t make decisions while are you in this phase before advising your parents because you will probably be wrong

I have never heard someone talk about this and was sad about anything

always tells the story with a little smile on his while remembering those days

and then ended yeah it was foolish of me at the time

yeah no wonder it was fool from you you couldn’t write an essay you stupid human

yeah I can’t write proper essays till now but I can do a lot more things and learned a lot from everything I have been through

but at the end of this journey, I hope that you have remembered your first

crush you ever had and remember what was like it then

the last thing I want to say is it was foolish of me lol

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